Connection in Time

Summary:
No intensified shock, no subtle crackles of energies trying to fuse together but an acceptance of current connecting as one circuit.
My heart goes out to you as I turn and walk away, another tear slides down my face. tyvm 4 the vvg, f'n awesum, & gr8 mmrs... u rock!


I don't ask because I didn't want to care. I tried bluffing and lost the bluff but won in the end. You have placed your footprint in my mind and on my heart to be with me in my memories...


Electric sparks fill the air yet the ones I see are yours as I feel your energy. The sensations of skin on skin electrifies the air; as you pick me up I hug you close to me the world stopped and breathed out in a small sigh. No intensified shock, no subtle crackles of energies trying to fuse together but an acceptance of current connecting as one circuit.

The nights and days blur by too quickly. All full of contempt, lust and passion. A variety of primal auras surfaced to take turns emitting their colors for all to see. People that could see looked at you then at me and smiled, some just seeing our interactions some feeling our current. My own sensitivity heightened by the experience noticed all that was there.

Put your hand to mine, what do you feel? My first thought was nothing of nothing so it was something. It felt as if I put my two hands together and expected more. The longer I held it there the more I understood what was and what wasn’t. Insatiable you mentioned at one time, I didn’t understand because I wasn’t thirsty. I was blissful to be able to drink, take you all in and not feel drained or yearn for more. Insatiable I am only because you are able to feed on my energy without draining me of what I need to survive. Your energy allows me to be just who I need to be.

The day came and time to move back to where we were. As we part, a tear slid down my cheek as the ties of current are being severed. I quickly turned and walked away before you may notice, only to turn back as you paused, breathed in deeply, and continued to walk away. My heart goes out to you as I turn and walk away, another tear slides down my face. I sit for a bit and my smile begins to grow across my face as the memories flood into my thoughts. As the comments and words of our conversations appear my smile widens. A promise request I could not answer, as I think how you rock. The memory or your hands making the signal that you learned during your youth is now etched in my mind.

These thoughts come and go, yet the scent and taste of you already starts to fade. Another tear slides down my face as these senses start to grow fainter. The tears are falling as disconnection of the physical is inevitable; the joy of getting to feel you for a moment in time, knowing your energy is true and admirable. This is all I need to analyze and reason why these tears are valid. I am doing what I need to do, the only thing I know how to do which is feel...mourn the loss and rejoice the memories. I will see you again, I can bet on that.

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